\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131 \u00f6ncesi ve sonras\u0131
a\u011f\u0131r bir grejuva s\u0131zar i\u00e7imize
d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce tiklerinin g\u00f6lgesinde
korku, pi\u015fmanl\u0131k ve geri \u00e7ekilme al\u0131r
bedenin ruhunu
sonra yaln\u0131zca bir y\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fl\u00fckle dola\u015f\u0131r
insan kendi i\u00e7inde
kendi i\u00e7indekilerle<\/p>\n\n\n\n
kapatamazs\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 akl\u0131n\u0131n
konu\u015fur konu\u015fur kanat\u0131rcas\u0131na akl\u0131n\u0131n yaralar\u0131n\u0131
kalbin bir kemirgence \u0131s\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, t\u00f6rp\u00fclenmi\u015f ve
k\u00fcllenmi\u015f
k\u00fcl\u00fcn rengi ertesinin ve \u00f6tekinin
rengi olmaya ba\u015flay\u0131nca
kendini en iyi bilene sorars\u0131n: kendine!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
i\u00e7 g\u00f6zler ve i\u00e7 a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131n leh\u00e7esini yaln\u0131zca
sen bilirsin
kudurmu\u015f harflerle \u00f6rs\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fczerine oturur
ve \u00e7eki\u00e7 ilk \u00f6nce kendini ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 vurur<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bu bir milat\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
o g\u00fcne kesti\u011fin bileti s\u0131k\u0131ca kavrars\u0131n avu\u00e7lar\u0131nda
ve ceplerinde reng\u00e2renk yaln\u0131zl\u0131k
kendini verirsin hi\u00e7bir \u015fey istemeyen
bir r\u00fcya tacirine
r\u00fcyan\u0131n tacirle ne i\u015fi olur -bilmiyorum-
olmaz belki de<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ayna yanl\u0131\u015ft\u0131r, yans\u0131ma bulanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r
g\u00f6zlerin bulanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r
insan bulanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r
ko\u015fmalar, g\u00f6stermeler\u2026 yarat!
ne iyi gelir, ne?
bir r\u00fczg\u00e2r sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 taray\u0131p ge\u00e7en
bir bak\u0131r kapta helal a\u015f
\u00fc\u00e7 harften ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z a\u015fk
bir de g\u00fclen \u00e7ocuk y\u00fczleri
a\u011f\u0131ts\u0131z anne yazmalar\u0131
ve\u2026 la vie en rose!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131 \u00f6ncesi ve sonras\u0131a\u011f\u0131r bir grejuva s\u0131zar i\u00e7imized\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce tiklerinin g\u00f6lgesindekorku, pi\u015fmanl\u0131k ve geri \u00e7ekilme al\u0131r bedenin ruhunusonra yaln\u0131zca bir y\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fl\u00fckle dola\u015f\u0131rinsan kendi i\u00e7indekendi i\u00e7indekilerle kapatamazs\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 akl\u0131n\u0131nkonu\u015fur konu\u015fur kanat\u0131rcas\u0131na akl\u0131n\u0131n yaralar\u0131n\u0131kalbin bir kemirgence \u0131s\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, t\u00f6rp\u00fclenmi\u015f vek\u00fcllenmi\u015fk\u00fcl\u00fcn rengi ertesinin ve \u00f6tekininrengi olmaya ba\u015flay\u0131ncakendini en iyi bilene sorars\u0131n: kendine! i\u00e7 g\u00f6zler ve i\u00e7 a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131n leh\u00e7esini yaln\u0131zcasen […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2215,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[24],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.yasamsanat.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2212"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.yasamsanat.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.yasamsanat.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.yasamsanat.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.yasamsanat.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2212"}],"version-history":[{"count":21,"href":"https:\/\/www.yasamsanat.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2212\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2262,"href":"https:\/\/www.yasamsanat.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2212\/revisions\/2262"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.yasamsanat.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2215"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.yasamsanat.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2212"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.yasamsanat.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2212"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.yasamsanat.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2212"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}